Monday, February 2, 2009.
LIKE OMG-NESS...i just realised its been ages since i last posted something on my blog...
just a short update for saturday(31 jan) we went to my bue po house(she's a relative on my dad's side) and she lives in pasir ris...so just my family and i just decided to drive over to our old house...blk 417 pasir ris drive 6...
freaking crying when i saw the house...
i miss it soooo much
its the place where i found my strength,
and that even though i was alone in the conditions that i was extremely scared of,
i still found the courage to be independent...
i was so scared of the dark...
and every night i would tell my mum...
"you must come back to sleep in the room...must promise me..."
i would stay up all night just waiting to see my mum return to the room,
until i gave in to exhaustion.
i used to have really bad dreams.
about people dying
getting lost in a huge mall
being taken away.
in the beginning i cried really loudly for y'all.
but no one came...
in the end...
i just learned how to cry silently to myself.
if my childhood home is still there when i grow up,
i want it back...
i'll paint it just the way it was
and tile it just the way it was...
i still cry when i think about it.
how much i loved and still love that home...
its square brown grills.
its dark sliding windows.
the blue pink and green plastic blinds.
the playground where my dad would wave at me from above.
the mama shop where me and my brother would sneak to.
my bed next to the window.
the grey kitchen
the carpeted tv room
the duck where we put our keys.
i miss it all so much..
{ 7:44 AM }
narcissism.
it's me, Kristal Foo Wei Qi. I'm 17 this yr, no matter how old i look to u.
currently studying Diploma In Tourism & Resort Management[Singapore Polytechnic]
loves vintage stuff and myself[naturally] and sky high heels [i buy them secretly...shh] and my lovlies from DTRM/1A04 and AKLTG
materialist.
i want the job and the uniform [stewardess air]
i want that iPHONE DAMMIT!!
family friends i holiday job i love
music.
noise.
nonsense.
memories.
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thanks.
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